Life has been...interesting
You may notice (if anyone is even reading) that it has been a while since I have posted. Life is, as the Chinese curse, interesting. A time of confusion and self examination, in which everything has been turned upside down...everything that I thought I knew and understand has been brought into question in my own mind. Nothing is as it seems, nothing makes sense.
So, what is going on? Not something I am ready to talk about, unfortunately. Let me just say that it is something that will change my life as I know it, and nothing will ever be the same. At the same time that it tears down all that I knew and terrifies me with the idea of the torrent of change, it is also freeing, as it lets me know better who I am. For the first time in my life, I feel like I know myself, and that is a very liberating feeling. For the first time, strangely, I feel happy, sane, accepting of who I am. And, yet, I feel crazier than ever.
I don't expect anyone to understand something that I won't talk about. Hell, I know it and I barely understand. Just one of those things that feels like a crewel joke, but also know it is very, very real.
Well, that is everything I feel like talking about tonight. I hope I will post again soon, and might even talk about what has been going on.
Good night.
So, what is going on? Not something I am ready to talk about, unfortunately. Let me just say that it is something that will change my life as I know it, and nothing will ever be the same. At the same time that it tears down all that I knew and terrifies me with the idea of the torrent of change, it is also freeing, as it lets me know better who I am. For the first time in my life, I feel like I know myself, and that is a very liberating feeling. For the first time, strangely, I feel happy, sane, accepting of who I am. And, yet, I feel crazier than ever.
I don't expect anyone to understand something that I won't talk about. Hell, I know it and I barely understand. Just one of those things that feels like a crewel joke, but also know it is very, very real.
Well, that is everything I feel like talking about tonight. I hope I will post again soon, and might even talk about what has been going on.
Good night.
posted by Laurel Raven at 11:35 PM
8 Comments:
Raven: me don no wutz duh pwobwim iz butt duzt no dat me iz heow foe u an me caowz. U need tu getz u a baby dwagun cuz we aw wundufow cumpanyunz wen u doe dad. Me gotz me maw maw fwooo wotz ov timez wen dee dot dee waz goin tu wooz huh mine butt me wicked huh teowz an cwid wiff huh an den in duh mownin evweee fing wuz ohtay. doe, weemembow itz ohtay to cwi!
well, you've either quit smoking, found GOD or you're going to have a baby!
I've always been an avid non-smoker, I'm an athiest, and am incapable of bearing children. Nice guesses, though!
BTW, that wasn't meant to sound catty, so if it did, I apologize
No Ant Eweeeeee.....Waven iz having boy twubbow! Huh teowz iz fwom a maow, what aowz?
raven is having boy trouble? her tears are from a male. hmm. that's interesting. what else is going on, raven?
Raven.... u awwayz hav a babbee dwagun fwen, me yikez u! Iff u wan a babbee dwagun tu keepz u cumpunnee den wet me no an me taow u how u dan doo dat!
Raven: hopz yo da iz dood!
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